My dearest Mike Ormsby,

I want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I am sorry for all the things that I have done to hurt you.

I hope you find it in your heart to open up again and trust me with all your heart like it used to be. I know the hurt you are feeling is never going to disappear but I can promise you my loyalty and my love forever. I promise from now on that I will step up and take matters into perspective. You deserve to be love the way you should be. I know I messed it up real bad but I hope you will give me a chance to prove to you that I will grow up and not let anyone get away with our love. We belong together and I knew it the moment I set my eyes on you once again. I let you go before and I am not going to let it happen again this time. What we have is real and true. I know it may seemed that I am suffering but I have never felt this happy to be with someone. You cannot imagine the biggest changes that you helped me through. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be the person I wanted to be. You bring out the best in me. You made me feel that I am luckiest woman on the planet. You made me feel beautiful although I was doubting myself. You made me feel that I can be who I want to be. Being with you makes me feel safe. Although it is not like that at this moment now because of the pain that is buried deep inside, but we will make it through. All relationship has to go through difficulties, misunderstandings and foolish irrational decisions. We just cannot let it slip away because of these issues we are facing. We go through this and we can remove the cancer out of our lives. I know we can because our love is so strong. It brought us back together after 16 years of going back and forth. We reconnected and fell in love and you cannot deny that it is fate. These struggles that we are having is temporary and a test of our love. At this moment, it may seemed that it is you and me against the world but it doesn't matter because this is our time. We need to hold on to our love no matter how painful it is to bear the mistakes done.

I want you to know that all I want is for you to be happy. I know we can be happy together. I love you so much. We owe it ourselves to make it work as it our destiny to be together. I hope you believe every word I say as I am doing my hardest to make up for what I did. Just come back to me, baby ok? Let's be Sheila and Mike again.


Loving you always ❤❤❤❤,

Sheila